tolys laurinitis
Aliases: tolly (by alf), tonsil (also by alf)
Gender: male
Sexual/Romantic Orientation: if you asked him, i think he'd probably say that he's not interested in that stuff at all/asexual. we all know he's lying, but the details of his sexuality remain ambiguous.
Age: 27
Birthdate: february 16th, 1997
Occupation: he has money, but he won't say where he gets it from.
Height: 183cm
Build: because of how he carries himself and dresses, he seems a lot more scrawny than he actually is. i mean he's thin but he's stronger than you'd think.
Skin Tone: thee pallid pallor
Hair: dark brown
Eyes: green, but his pupils are always blown out so it's hard to tell.
Identifying Marks: has very large, striking eyes with thick eyelashes. also has a pretty unique hairstyle. always with some kind of rosary necklace/bracelet.
Appearance: if he dressed better, he could potentially be mistaken for some kind of androgynous high-fashion model. you know the type - pretty in a statuesque sort of way, but also really odd-looking. like what kinda baroque art museum did you walk out of...?
Personality: it's difficult to tell at first, because he's schizoid as fuck and keep everyone at arm's length. if you somehow manage to get past the initial defenses, there's a wealth of emotion beneath it. a lot of it is negative and honestly kind of scary, but you can't say he's not passionate! a very intense person, indeed!
Motivations: i genuinely think he sees himself as a character in some larger story, and he's willing to die for the narrative if he has to.
Current Goal: honestly, who knows what he does when he's outside...?
Long-term Goal: carry out a symbolic act of murder that would effectively purify his soul...
Life Goal: be forgiven in the eyes of God
Best Quality: patient, hard-working, stubborn
Worst Quality: excessively private. cryptic and esoteric in an off-putting way. represses things until they turn into violent crimes.
Fears: contamination, stains that can't be scrubbed out, vulnerability, not being granted forgiveness.
Hobbies: studying religious texts, staying up all night, old world catholic rituals, speed, nature walks.
Talents: perceptive. observant, too - notices small details that other people don't.
Skills: he's gotten pretty good at writing.
Family: has two younger brothers (one is his half-brother). he's still in touch with his mom, not with his dad. never got along with his stepfather, either.
Best Friends: has one really good childhood friend, but tries to avoid seeing him too often because it's weird to have someone who knows him so well... getting concerned about him...and trying to help...
Relationship Status: SINGLE
Significant Other: SEE ABOVE
Other Relationships: has a particularly annoying roommate at the labourers dormitory he's currently crashing at. he also knows quite a few people from his past, but he's trying to leave that old life behind.
Crush: he used to hang out with a different group of people, some of them lived together. there was one girl from that time...
Source of Embarrassment: again, not so much embarrassment as it is trauma dfghdfjkghfdgh. his former life has some unsavory elements that serve as his motivation for the violent crime he's planning.
Source of Pride: he's been keeping a journal for the past few years. i guess he's proud of his consistency.
Favorite Band: i think he's one of those people who would genuinely listen to swans but I don't think it's good for him
Backstory: was born in lithuania. his mother moved around a lot when he was little, so now he's ended up somewhere else entirely and has been trying to start a life of his own for the past few years. Went to catholic high school. dropped out of university after getting involved with the wrong people. he lived with said people for a couple of years, and he won't talk about that time in his life, but it's obvious from his excessive prayers for forgiveness that something happened there. he does stimulants and I'm not sure how deep into psychosis they've pushed him lol.